ULAN NG BUHAY KO

Nakatanaw sa bintana aking hinihintay pagbuhos ng ulan...

Hindi maunawaan bakit inaasam pagpatak ng tubig mula sa kalangitan...

Anu bang ligaya ang hatid nitong munting ulan?

Oh ang makasama ka ang siyang pinananabikan...

 

Ulan! ulan! ulan... sa tuwing ika'y aking nakikita

puso ko'y lumulundag sa tuwa,

Naaalala ko ang bawat sandali kung saan lamig na dulot mo

ang siyang nadarama,

at sa bawat lamig na iyon, yakap ng mahal ko ang siyang nagpapakalma

sa munting puso ko na labis ang saya...

 

Maraming salamat sayo ulan, saya ang hatid mo sa puso't isipan ko...

Sa pagbagsak mo lumilipad ang mga pangarap ko

kasama ang taong minamahal ko...

Hindi ko na mahintay ang muling pagbuhos mo "ulan ng buhay ko"...

 

 

 

 

Finals na! matatapos na naman ang first semester ko nang ganito lang... hay.. di pa rin ako kuntento habang papalapit na ung graduation namin nalulungkot ako.. ayaw ko pang matapos ung pag-aaral ko... mami-miss ko ung mga classmate ko... feeling ko ngayon ko pa lang sila mga nakikilala... bakit ganun bakit kailangang matapos ang lahat... kung kailan close na ung isa't isa.. minsan nakakainis din eh.. kung kailan mo na nakikilala ung tao dun pa siya mapapalayo sa iyo..

sa mga classmate ko..

sana masabi ko sa inyo na masaya ko kasi nakilala at nakasama ko kayo ng apat na taon.. mahal ko kayo at masaya ko dahil marami din tayong pinagdaanan... hindi ko kayo makakalimutan... kaya natin 'to guys! ga-graduate tayong lahat... alam ko mga excited na kayo dahil ako din..

kaya ngayong finals natin guys.. galingan nating lahat madali lang mga exam... kayang-kaya natin 'to.. aral tayong mabuti... AJA!!! GOD BLESS..

== LENIN ==

 

I really thank God sa lahat ng bagay na ginagawa Niya... sa mga problema na ibinibigay Niya na tumulong sa akin para lalong matuto... minsan di ko Siya maintindihan... pag nakikipag-usap ako sa Kanya wala akong marinig mula sa Kanya pero alam kong nakikinig Siya... mabait si Lord, though nararanasan ko ung mga pagsubok na 'to i know He will never leave me... palagi lang Siya sa tabi ko at ang nakakatuwa pa nun hahayaan Niya akong masaktan pero tutulungan Niya akong bumangon... God is really amazing... kumikilos Siya sa paraan na hindi natin alam pero kung isusuko mo lahat sa Kanya, lahat ng plano mo... I assure you that YOU WILL BE SAFE IN HIS HANDS! May God be with you also as you walk in His path..

What Love Is By: Karin Schaefer

It is Love that gives me purpose

To change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path And helps me choose each turn.

It is Love that gives me courage

To stand against my fears; To open up my heart to You, To let You see my tears.

It is Love that gives me trust and hope

When little thing go wrong. When distance stands between us, It is Love that keeps me strong.

It is Love that offers harmony

How wonderful that I can share A Love like this with you my LORD!

... nung narinig ko 'tong song na 'to from the movie "if only" di ko na siya nakalimutan... ang ganda ng message ng song na 'to...

LOVE WILL SHOW YOU EVERYTHING Sound track from the movie “IF ONLY”

Today, today I bet my life You have no idea…What I feel inside Don’t be afraid to let it show For you never know If you let it out

***

I love you, you love me

Take this gift and don’t ask why Cause if you will let me I’ll take what scares you Hold it, deep inside And if you ask me why I’m with you And why I’ll never leave Love’ll show you everything

One day when youth is just a memory I know you’ll be standing right next to me

Repeat ***

My love will show you everything (3x)

IF ONLY…

I’ve got this story in my files and when I read it again it seems that it is my first time to read the story… and it makes sense to me! I realize many things that I almost try to forget… maikli lang ang buhay di natin alam kung kelan ‘to matatapos… and when I so the movie “if only” sabihin natin mas lalo ko na-inspire… at naulit ulit yun dito sa story na ‘to… try to read this…

A STORY OF TRUE LOVE

Message: "Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well."

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot...

Girl: "slow down a little... I'm scared...” Boy: "No, it's so fun...” Girl: "please... it's so scary...” Boy: "Then say that you love me...” Girl: "Fine… I love you... can you slow down now?" Boy: "Give me a big hug...”The girl gave him a big hug.

Girl: "Now can you slow down?"

Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable and it’s bothering me while I drive."

The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken. There were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived.. The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and died himself...

Sad ending right?… but it really make sense for me… to love is to sacrifice your life to the one that you love completely and without hesitation… Masarap magmahal ng totoo ung walang halong pagkukunwari and saying “iloveyou to the one that you really love” will really make sense and difference into your life… sa iba madali lang magmahal… pero para sa akin ang pagmamahal hindi nakukuha sa madaling paraan dapat ‘tong paghirapan parang house and lot na dapat pag-ipunan kung gusto mo itong makuha, maging ang mga pangarap mo dapat mong paghirapan para makamit mo… ganun ang magmahal ng totoo hindi madali pero hindi ka rin dapat manghinayang… and if only I’ve given a chance to let Him know I love Him kahit sa anung paraan ipapaalam ko sa Kanya ang nararamdaman ko… ‘cause now I am really running out of time… let me say this to you…

ILOVEYOU…

If only I have given a chance to see You right now I would tell You everything! And spend every single moment of my life with You…

IF ONLY…

I'LL NEVER GO

You would always ask me
Those words I say
And telling me what it means to me

(*)
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times I told you
I love you
For this is all I know

II
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Repeat (*)

Chorus
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That I need you so
For this is all I know
I'll never go far away from you

Repeat II

Repeat (*)

Repeat Chorus

Instrumental

I'll never go far away from you

Repeat chorus twice

(i'll never go, never go away)
(i'll never go away, never go)...

Everytime i hear this song.. i think of someone whom i like so much... and i realize that no matter what happen kahit pwedeng iba na ung mahal niya i'll never go far away from him... he's a part of my life and i am so thankful that i have given a chance to love him... May God always be with you... tandaan mo may babalikan ka pa if ever lahat sila iwan ka... I'm here...

MOST Painful SITUATIONS

- Flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see. ang plastic mo pag ginawa mo un and it's better kung umiwas ka na lang o kaya magtago sa likod ng tao na nasa harap mo sabay kanta ng "pagbilang kong tatlo nakatago na kayo.. eeeeaattt? hahaha

- Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget. anu ba ibig sabihin ng "kinalimutan"? di ba parang tinanggal mo na rin ung feelings mo eh bakit pa kailangan balikan????

- Showing that you care. concern ka dun sa tao pero di nya napapansin at di nya napapahalagahan... ouch!! ang sakit!

- Finding a way to mend a broken heart. mahirap talaga pag nasaktan ka feeling mo pasan mo ang buong mundo... di malaman kung anu gagawin minsan nawawala ka pa sa sarili... hay... nakakabaliw na nga kung minsan eh...

- Learning that you've been used by someone you truly love. hay... i hate this situation that much... minsan nga kahit alam mo ng ginagamit ka na lang cge ka pa rin sa pagmamahal... kailan ka pa matututo..?

- Saying I love you when you mean it and when you don't. saying i love you when you mean it... masakit pag sincere ka while saying this pero ung tao naman na sinasabihan mo walang pakialam... manhid ika nga... saying iloveyou when you don't mean it... wag mo na lang gawin para di ka masaktan niloloko mo lang sarili mo.

- Letting go of a person you've just learned to love. letting go kung minsan mas maganda kaysa umasa ka pa sa wala...

- Realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted. sobrang hirap nito... kasi laging nasa huli pagsisisi panu kung dun ka lang naging cgurado kung kailan meron ng ibang mahak ung tinake for granted mo???

- Realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with. di nawawala kaagad ang pagmamahal... mahirap 'tong kalimutan... ngunit nakakapag-antay... ooops nasasaktan ako...

- Waiting for promises you know she or he will never keep. eh di wag na lang umasa... too much expectations brings misery...

- Saying your love for someone who loves somebody else. "maybe it's wrong to say please love me too cause i know you never do somebody else is waiting there inside for you whoa huhuhu"... relate ka ba?

To be continued....

nakarelate ka ba? mahirap masaktan kaya kung minsan pag nasaktan ka na dapat natuto ka na rin better na once ka lang masaktan nakakasawa kasi pag paulit-ulit...

nakakatuwa naman nitong mga nakaraang araw dami ko na-experience halo-halo... may malungkot, may masaya, may nakakamangha.. kung anu man un salamat na lang kay Lord kasi lahat naranasan ko at dumating sa buhay ko... madami na ko natututunan ngayon pero pakiramdam ko di pa rin sapat un.. ang dami ko gusto mangyari at iniicp.. pero sabi Niya dahan-dahan lang daw.. lahat ng desire ng heart ko makukuha ko rin basta magtiwala lang ako sa Kanya.. excited na ko.. pero somehow kinakabahan din ako.. Lord help me to win this battle I'm facing... I know I can do it if I will trust you... dami nila eh.. yoko sumuko dahil alam ko mananalo ko dahil tutulungan mo ko Lord..

thank you Lord sa lahat-lahat ng nangyari at mangyayari sa akin.. ngayon malinaw na sa akin ung plano mo.. tama na siguro ung pagtakas at pagtanggi ko Sayo... this time Kaw naman pagbibigyan ko Lord... Manage and take over of my life..